delta omega psi

Sad. Part 2

i start off the fresh bottle with a shot.
my lips tingle, my gullet heats up.
i can feel my raw gastric juices churning the liquor. Maybe i should get some food first.
But that will defeat the whole purpose right?
This is insane. I never knew food played such a big role�when it comes to alcohol.
Usually a beer would help my mind to relax.. Well, too bad. My fault for not restocking. Now that my dad almost doesnapos;t drink at all, even socially, the familyapos;s alcohol cabinet should be my responsibility.
Whatever i do, iapos;m going to sober up by 2.
Iapos;m giving myself 1 hour both to drink and flush everything down with water.
Thank god iapos;m not working tomorrow. And no mambo. Iapos;m getting quite sick of it, or rather, the people.
Gold digger girls who each think they are princesses. Fucked up guys who try too hard.
Slutty girls. Overly horny guys.
They do manage to conceal their real selves for awhile. But no man, iapos;ll see through you sooner or later.

I think god is trying to be funny with me, if he even exists.
i think the alcohol is setting in, i usually wonapos;t type something like that. But i really doubt if he even exists sometimes, many times really.
If any of you readers intend to give me a religious talk, please fuck off. Iapos;m not interested.

hah. Now best friend�is telling�me to stop drinking.�she�thinks iapos;m�an alcoholic. Iapos;m not�ok. Iapos;m just not very pleased with what you told me. Iapos;m not pissed off or anything. Just that you should learn to listen to me emo instead of making me more sad.

iapos;m actually feeling very hungry now. Fucking vodka. Iapos;m too lazy to go and cook something and i donapos;t want to wake either of the maids up. One will nag, one will bitch.
Well, if they woke me up for no fucking reason, i would do both to them hahaha. I think iapos;m too nice to wake them up. Its one fucking thirty in the morning.
Anw, dinner is on on friday. Fuck the diamond trading thing. I just glimpsed through the convo.
randy and cp and sh will go shopping. Ced is i dunno what the fuck heapos;ll be doing. Iapos;ll drive down to meet them all and we can go search for that ulu restaurant together.
good plan.

time to sober up.
blogging when high is way awesome.
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